2dae was really fun.. haax.. mayb shall post abt it tmr or sth.. 4 more details, visit allie's or javier's blog!! too tired to post anyways, but i'll let e pics do e talking.. Today was our picnic dae, n e attendees're rah, jav, divvie, grace, allie, dorcas n me..
beautiful, yet unknown, flowers
erm.. unknown nests? taken from e tree behind a happy sarah aft soaking in e sun 4 a while..

pretty victorian pavillion!!
tis swan's so cute.. e 2 of em actually came to me n rah!! e rest were jealous!! hahax..
so amazingly cute la!

& tt's Swan Island.. cute hw e coconut trees actually grp 2geder.. can see e swans fm our lil picnic overview!! haax..
swan statue.. izzat a tortoise?

e adorable swans!!
sowies, but rah's gone ballistic 2dae..
e side of e swan lake

a really skinny tree, dun u think?
tis shows u hw sunny it's 2dae.. oh e heat!!

it's looking at me!!
hmmm.. tt's wat happens when u throw a piece of bread into e lake..

duncha think e flowers're pretty?

pretty twin swans!!

rah n divvie

seedless grapes!!
pretty trees..

tt's one big fat mynah bird!

nice view fm our 'tent'

our lil picnic!!

Pink Koreans.. Did i mention tt der're several grps of dem? nt tt all of dem wore e same matching colours..
a couple of jurong sec students doing CIP w lil kids
cute name, rite?

i wonder where tis'll lead me to..
sumdae, i'll be as tall as tis statue.. but surely nt as thin, i can assure u..

me n rah w our hair flying away..
woops!! sowies.. actually meant to take e scenery behind but gt rah's sleepy face instead.. HEY!! THERE'S NO SLEEPING DRAUGHT IN THOSE COOKIES!!!

u can't help but wonder wat is it w her n sign boards..
piranha tortoises.. they look so damn hungry la..
here it is!! u see hw happy she's aft walking in e hot sun.. kinda think she'd melt if she didn't get into a shelter fast.. haax.. ICE PRINCESS!!!

jav n allie.. hw's e cucumber?
erm.. u believe u can fly?
woo.. hw deep's tt?
divvie n e statue.. nt 4 kids below 17..

interesting sign here, doncha think?

grace n dorcas.. u can't tahan e amt of fd we hafta finish up is it, grace?
such pretty flowers la..
full view of e ICE PRINCESS n her shade..
nice umbrellas.. fm nature..
tt really looks lyk a person.. w an itsy-bitsy tail at e back..

I gt tt, sarah.. WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA!!!!!!!!
a happy sarah
.hee hee hee tt's me.
Hey guys!! Back again..
haix.. juz a while only la orz.. guess u guys're wanting to noe abt wat i've been doing 4 e past few wks rite? haax.. k k.. hmm.. so far pj's ok.. fun, i guess.. heex..
i'm really2 looking fwd 2 band prac nowadays =P luv invocations lots!! haax.. anyways.. i'm so gr8ful i finally haf CLOTH!! no more greasy hands!! haax.. while i was at pj, i realised tt i'd learnt a lot of things at yuhua.. lyk, horn maintenaince, basic posture, hand control, lip up/down.. realised tt we're so lucky to learn alot cos other schs dun really learn to do these kinda things wan.. haax.. kinda gr8ful to shu chen 4 training me =P haax..
anyways, there're 8 ppl in total fm me section!! they're wilson (SL aka willie), rohaidayu (aka ro), edwin(*), kelvin(*), hui lin, guan ri, caleb & me!! haax.. [*nt gg 4 comp] i've yet to gif nicknames 2 e rest of e section, but it'll happen along e way..luv luv luv my section!! haax.. dun worry, frenchies.. me hvn 4gtten u guys!! haax.. oh ya.. HAPPY BELATED B"DAE TO JON2 & JIA MEI!!! LUV U GUYS LOADS!!!
hmm.. class.. ok la.. getting used to dem.. haax!! there're 20 ppl in my class {kinda small compared to aa1.. but at least gt more guys!! sowies mark.. ;)} but at least der's still a similarity btwn 07a06 & 1aa1.. & tt's 1/2 e class's in drama!! haax!! hw gr8 is tt? dey're sarah (RAH), javier, grace, divya (divvie), alison, dorcas, eunice, kit yee, michelle, geraldine, shu mei, jia li, zara, ling xin, joash, paul, ber han, yik seng & nicholas.. haax.. initially, me didn't really wan mix w every1.. but aft a while, it's better to be w more ppl me guess.. thru making new fwens, i've discovered tt der're times where i hafta KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT n nt blabber too much.. haix.. thx to yik seng 4 making me realise tis!! anyways..
me's in inter-class debate team.. n it's seriously killing me.. i mean, it's one thing to be on e team & it's another thing to be committed to it.. i HATE IT when sum ppl juz anyhw shoot other ppl w/o proper justification orz.. juz because i think it's crap doesn't mean tt i'm so damn irresponsible as to nt be able to make time 4 it la.. i mean lyk, i noe i haf a temper but i still make sure i'm responsible orz.. i seriously dun think it's fair 4 sum ppl to tell me tt debate is more impt den my syf orz.. tt person still can sae lehz 'skip ur band! tis is inter-class debate! it's INTER-CLASS!!' shit u la.. my syf more impt orz.. go get a life! haix.. dun wan sae anymore abt tis assholic person.. juz tt if he really2 get on my nerves, i'll juz walk out of everything orz.. i mean, hw dare he call divvie an 'ordinary towel'? cos rah wun b able to make it tis fri, so divvie volunteered to help.. so i told tt person den he sae 'lemme hear u speak.. i muz hear u speak.. i can't send any ordinary towel out der to debate..' n i was lyk, excuse me? it's lyk, who e hell do u think u are, saying lyk tt?!! even grace was mad.. haix.. he only apologised aft shan talk to him orz.. asshole.. URGH!!
me alr kena blacklisted by me lit tutor no 3 orz.. so sad =( seriously, my sch e lit teachers all gt prob orz (except lit tutor no 1).. lit tutor no 2 purposely switch slides den go back to e slide we're supposed to copy notes, saying 'whoops, sorry' so bloody sarcastically la.. den lit tutor no 3 ar, wah lao.. lyk everydae oso pms sia! tt time, we 1st time gt tt tutor ma.. den tt person enter class.. so we greet orz.. e 1st time we greet (so melodiously sum more orz!) den tt tutor say gd morning again.. so we greet again orz.. den tt tutor say gd morning again.. den we all sian sian greet monotonously orz.. den only tt tutor let us sit down.. den we supposed to prepare work ma.. me 2 poems me seriously dun understand.. den me nv do orz.. den tt tutor was lyk 'dunno den dun wan try?' tt tutor stare at me orz.. so when tt tutor scold me me maintain eyes contact la.. it's been inculcated in me since i was a kid & it's been further reinforced since i was in yhcb orz.. den i nv look away ma, cos i thought tt tutor still wan scold me.. den tt tutor was lyk 'wat? u dunno hw 2 do nv try izzit?' den tt tutor walk away so i look away alr orz.. den aft all e checking tt tutor told e class 'if u didn't do your work, n u noe it's ur fault, u do not glare at me, u do not squint ur eyes at me' & i was lyk, wat e heck? i gt glare @ u meh? haix.. den ly tt orz.. dun care alr la.. i told my mom den she sae juz tell tt tutor my face's lyk tt wan orz.. it's inborn wan ma.. i tell ms chan, felix & farhan den dey all laugh @ me.. =( so bad.. felix even tell me to act cute in front of tt tutor orz!! as if i will do tt la!! haix.. jon2 watermelon sae i'm juz damn suay la.. haix.. mux go extreme makeover alr le..oh, btw, der's a new econs woman at my sch.. haix.. e horror!!
i'm missing eka tanu, mr woolhead & sam ng lots!! haix.. sian ar.. nw v pack alr le.. mon, wed, fri gt band til 730, by e time reach home alr abt 830 -9 lyk tt.. sat 9-5 prac, den gt alumni 530-9.. haix.. soon beng la.. sae i go home fm alumni still muz buzz mouthpiece so become complete 24 hours.. siao ar?!! ppl lip muscles oso nid 2 rest lehz! still sae u work so hard.. wake up at noon even haf la! me n ms chan oso nv sae anything.. bleahxx ;P hahax.. apart fm tt, still gt e make up lesson on tues til 7 orz.. my thurs nw i hafta tutor madeline maths alr.. so can't go sectional orx.. 15 MORE DAES LEHZ!!! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!! anyways, ms chan sae we all mayb camp overnite on thurs cos fri nid report by 5am lehz! 5 am where gt bus wan? so will stay over orz.. woo hoo!! so fun !!
haax.. k k.. nid go alr.. will upd8 soon!! til den, hang on tight peeps!!
*to me fellow bandsmen:
jia you 4 mid yrs orz!! gambatte!! will see u guys soon!!
**to me frenchies:
muz do well orz!! miss u guys so much!! hope to see u guys real soon =P
.hee hee hee tt's me.
Hey every1!
it's bin a while hasn't it.. haix.. lots haf happened during this course of time, and i muz sae tt der'd bin gr8 times n shitty times as well.. haiz.. lets go thru e gr8 times..
ac was wat i didn't expect it to be.. yea, i hv dealt w a fair deal of snobs, but at e end of e day, u can't judge a community based on a grp of ppl.. i haf fwens who're well off but r damn humble la.. my class's pretty fun.. we're called e bimboliciously bimbotic class.. hais.. though it's more of lyk a girls' class as we haf 22 gurls n 1 guy.. but its still much fun..
i got 2 noe more abt 3 particular fwens.. e 4 of us practically hang out all e time la.. der's robust rajes, sweet helga n funny alyssa.. dey're lyk so cute lah.. i'll miss dem loads.. marks' cute as well.. hahax.. den der's chris, jas, bev, chu, yinling, sarah, achala, yimmie, cas, nic, nicole, cheryl, ariel, jac, janine, sam, samantha, ms sng, n of course abby!! will miss her e most.. we, r awesome, we we r awesom! a, 1 awesome, a, a, 1 awesome! woohoo!!! of course, der're sum ppl i wun miss at all.. hee hee.. my class's fun n wacky.. esp during pe n stuff..
my fav lecture's lit!! gonna miss tt e most.. esp mr barry woolhead!! yea!!! mr tanu too.. haish.. i luv malay lessons.. cikgu jamilah is lyk so fun la.. but i hate it when she calls me bb.. dunno wat tt means.. haisx.. tt's cos i didn't wan take part in the cny's celeb tt e mcs's performing for.. cos dey were doin dikir barat.. tt sux.. me h8s dikir but cikgu took it tt i h8ed malay so she called me bb.. but she really coloured up my malay lessons.. nv knew it could be so fun! hmm wat else.. oh yea.. well, dear econs woman.. u'd be glad 2 noe tt i can nv 4get u.. sadly.. lancelot lim's fun, but e battery goes flat aft a while.. hmm.. other den tt i dun think i'd miss anythin else..
hmm.. sum of ya might feel sad cos u're screaming 'wat abt me?!!' hahax.. of course, u'd be glad to noe tt i hvn 4gttn u, my dear swiiiiiiiiiiit slyphies!!! saved e best 4 last =P will miss u guyzz e most lah!! dear mich, rach, sze, audd, julieee, YunYun (my 1st fwen), grace, feli, jj, jared, LESTER n of course, swit jia jun.. yea, e one i had me 1st lunch w, as u were so kind to remind me ;) we muz go out one of these daes!! muz muz!! our hearts shall 4eva unite as Sylphs 07! luv ya guys lots!! muackz!!
really miss ac loads.. but i'll be back! dun worry ;)
will blog again soon;P
.hee hee hee tt's me.
Hey, guys.. i noe it's a lil too l8 2 b sayin tis, but HAPPY NEW YR!!!
Anyways, 1st things 1st.. y'dae's concert was AWESOME!!! woohoo!!! man, it's been a while since i actually enjoy playing and creating music.. e world juz seem so wrong w/o me peers fm Sparks Wind & Yuhua Concert Band =P seriously.. shan't elabor8 more abt tt..
i mean, i noe i hafta mix ard in me new college, but i juz dun seem to fit in.. it feels lyk i was back in pri sch, where i had so few ppl to turn to in times of crisis.. i mean, Sylph's gr8 & everything, but i juz dun feel lyk i belong der.. even in me current cca.. it's juz so hard la.. cos 1 thing is these ppl r either too obnoxious or shun ppl hu r of e 'lower class' grp.. of course, nt all la.. it 's juz sickening to be in a conspiracing environment la, where ppl're so damn cowardly as to gossip n nt confront others when they're nt happy w e person.. nw u might sae tt 'lala v rebelious wat, y she nv do anything?' pls, if only i could k.. no 1, hw to rebel when sum staff r oso as screwed up as e students r? no 2, rebelling = a kick to my butt outta e college, which is sth i dun wan my parents to face.. no 3, i dun haf any supporters cos e ppl der juz DO NT REBEL!!! urgh!! hw frustrating.. it's so hard to hear a single 'excuse me', or 'c'mon ppl, let's go! move up!'.. all i hear is 'oi! move' n other shitty excuses to jump e queue.. wateva happened to basic courtesy, manners & respect?
speaking of respect.. tis's gg outta every single soul who's readin this.. if u're so unhappy w me, e way i do things, or basically juz me, PLS HAF E GUTS 2 TELL ME IN MY FACE!! it's so bloody irritating k.. u think u're e only ones w e probs.. u think i so freakin free meh? i haf college to go to, sumtimes go back to sch to help out & listen to e worries & probs of sum ppl who've either been misunderstood or ostracised or both.. i'll even sit w dem & cum up w solutions to help dem cope better w e life dey're living.. if u feel so threatened by my actions den tt's none of my business.. & get tis, so long as i'm needed, i'll be back, whether or nt u lyk it.. so long as i can offer help & advice 2 those who need it, i WILL go back.. b'cos i noe a lot more things den ppl think i shld noe, & i frankly dun care hu u r.. wat? ostracisation is e best way to solve ur probs izzit? putting ppl down is so gd izzit? dun u guys realise tt compliments can go a long way? oh yes.. if u wan point ur fingers @ others, i suggest u take a v gd look @ urself 1st.. r u fit to tell tis person off? think abt tt
i sincerely apologise if i'd hurt any1 who'd been readin tis, but tis is a blog & tis is wat i really think.. i'm nt shooting any particular grp or ppl.. it's a general thing.. u wan to believe it or nt, i dun gif a shit.. so long as my conscience is clear.. i render my help to those who need it.. if u dun lyk it, den tt's ur prob, cos u're nt e person i'm helping.. simple as tt..
urgh.. nw tt's off my chest.. haix.. even kuroi's messing up.. howeva, i wun gif up til i noe wat's gg on! i shall endure!! I SHALL PERSEVERE!!
k la.. better get gg.. hvn done my tutorials yet, so muz hurry up go do.. wishin u guys e bez of luck k =P to those 'O'level 06' batch, results'll be out on e 5th Feb!! Gambatte ne!!
.hee hee hee tt's me.
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Heex.. It's been a while, hasn't it ;P
Band camp's OFFICIALLY OVER!!!
POP"S OFFICIALLY OVER!!!
i'll seriously miss all e happy & sad times we'd been through as a band, batch and section.. e memories are priceless and i thank everyone involved 4 providing me with such memories..
Anyways, tis's 4 those ppl who're still wondering wat happened to my leg
Lyk tis.. tt time Haikal was e 'DM', den aft e march pass, he was supposed to 'Berhenti' us.. Aft which, he was supposed to 'Senang Diri' us, which he didn't.. e recruits platoon were closing in on us and in e end when they were so close to us, Mei Jing 'Senang Diri'ed us.. of cos all e R.O.Ds all siam lah.. me wanted to get outta e way but terplecot (twisted) me ankle.. Heex.. thx a zillion to Haikal 4 fixing me leg & wenjie & chee san 4 lending me a 'helping hand'..
i cried buckets last Sun.. so nw u guys noe y i dun cry so much.. cos i look horrible, k.. Haix.. e memories will 4eva b w me, & dun worry u guys! i'll be back!!!
Y'dae met KC and Rick downstairs.. it's been quite a while since i last saw them.. e gang's still 2geder, i heard, except tt Evans was really wasted away.. nt lyk i actually bother anymore k.. it's juz tt we used to be real close b4 Ashton left.. haix.. At least Dana and Carina gt back into e Art Academy.. Gd 4 y'all!! heex... Ryan and Josh are nw working as waiters at dunno which hotel.. hahax.. will drop by when i haf e time ;P
KC, me dun really care wat u wanna do, k.. juz dun get me involved can alr.. me dunno wat u've been doing, n me seriously dun wanna noe.. so pls dun try to upd8 me on stuff i can't be bothered abt.. I can't help u guys anymore.. nt aft wat happened, k.. u noe it.. so stop asking me to help u guys.. i'm currently living a new life, no matter hw upset u r abt it, i shall nt bother.. all i ask is 4 u to leave both me n my fwens alone.. rick, u shld noe hw i work by nw.. e 'shoelaces' had alr disbanded, so it's time to really move on & leave everything behind..
me still hvn 4gotten wat happened to Ashton & melissa.. u shld noe wat i mean, KC.. so pls stop looking me up k.. if u wanna haf a reunion, den by all means, u can contact me.. but other den tt, i shall nt entertain..
me ankle's ok abit liaox.. kuroi noe abt it alr.. REALLY2 MISS U LOTS!!! haix.. tmr gg out w him.. looking fwd to it ;P
Signing off peeps!!
.hee hee hee tt's me.
Ok, ok..
Prelims results out.. 3 A1s, 2 A2s, 1 B4 & 1 C5.. gd thing, i improved me mt 1 grade up. bad thing is, me is undergoing a series of dilemmas..
it's so bloody irritating, e haze.. despite it being able to cover every single crack (incl me rm), some stupid morons r still playing w fireworks downstairs.. stupid..
me health's gettin worse.. e haze makes me diff to breathe, & me attacks r happening more n more frequent.. me hates it, but me no choice lehz.. it's e air me breathe.. me only worry is tt it'll get even worse and me may fall very sick, n me dun wan tt to happen cos science prac is approaching real soon.. me dun wan do prac in a hospital bed, ok..
2dae's me 22nd mth w him.. only, he didn't chat w me again.. me noe me'd said sum pretty awful things, but it was a moment of anguish.. its really really vexing, but me guesses he doesn't noe hw it feels.. wat me had said, were a mixture of truths, dejections and facades.. which one is real n which is e shell, being 2geder w me for so long, u shld noe..
k k, tt's it.. me gonna dunk meself in to sum ice cream.. URGHH E HAZE!!!!!!!!!!!
.hee hee hee tt's me.
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
ok, trick qn..
how do u noe if he's nt interested anymore?
haix.. me dunno watta think.. but me noe lots of things nw.. everything's clearer nw.. me realised tt me's more confident in me friends cos even though eric lied alot to jasmine, i finally have e confidence to sae tt it is NOT entirely his fault.. me haf me ways of noeing, haaxx.. but no one except 4 me, froggies & irene noe abt it.. so too bad peeps ;P
2dae had Science paper I & mt paper II.. k lah, can sae 2dae, unlyk other daes, pass by veri slowly.. OMG!!! haix.. especially mt paper.. cos usually cikgu drill us 2 finish e paper in an hour, but e actual paper is actually one and a half hours! imagine tt! i finished e paper in lyk, 50 mins, my normal timing.. i even had time to day dream in btwn qns! Haix, gotta focus focus!!
haiz, eileen was rite.. so many ppl were rite.. maybe me really better off w/o him lehz.. dunneed be hurt n everything.. but lyk can't let go so easily lehz.. he sae wait til aft 'O's lehz, but me dun think me'll be able to face him aft tt stupid fight.. me dun feel lyk we belong 2geder alr.. cos its lyk 4 1 thing, we diff colour.. den oso cos he too INSENSITIVE!! me juz can't help but feel empty aft tt orz.. i mean, c'mon lah.. who'd feel ok aft their couple dissed 'em cos he had more faith in his senior than he had in u? its juz tt aft tt, he stopped talkin to me alr.. den when me call him, he lyk in a hurry to put down.. haix, me dunno lah.. juz feel so lost, so aimless orz.. @ e moment, me tryin to keep out of trouble cos usually me call him if me haf prob.. actually, only sometimes, cos.. aiyoh, veri stupid reason.. if me dun tell him me prob, he angry.. if me tell him, den he'll turn a deaf ear.. BOYS!!!
@ present, me trying me best to nt confront a certain individual.. me w8ing 4 her 2 make e 1st move.. who noes, me might get a gd butt-kicking aft MIA for 4 yrs.. ;P
**41 daes to 'O's.. Jia you peeps!!
.hee hee hee tt's me.